Tell me why I'm crying now?
Tell me why my feet wont move anymore?
Tell me have I lost my way?
Please tell me why
When will I finally grow up?
How long can I remain a little girl?
What have I been running from?
Where am I running to?
I gotta know.
Tell me
I had no where to call my home, I tried but I couldn't find one.
I didn't know if I's survive, or have what people called hope for my life.
People were always telling me "You're a strong little girl"
"You must be very tough pain doesn't show on you"
I didn't want to hear anything like that from them.
So I pretended not to know what they were talking about.
Tell me why you're laughing like that?
Tell me why your here by my side?
Tell me why you're leaving me behind?
Please tell me why.
When did you become so strong?
Since when has weakness been in you?
How long have you been waiting for
the day to come, that you'll understand.
The sun is coming up, I gotta go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever I'll simply go insane.
You will be betrayed by those you trust.
I never saw a difference between that and being rejected.
At the time I didn't know the strength in me,
but for a child I definitely knew too much pain.
People were always telling me "You're a strong child"
"You must be very tough pain doesn't show on you"
The more I heard people saying these things
the more even happiness would be killing me inside.
I was born alone, no one by my side
I'll go on living alone, no one that I need.
I thought that this type of thing was normal for people, I thought wrong.
-- My tweeked version of Ayu's "Song for XX"
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